December 2011
in honor of 2011 i have wasted the final day of 2011 just like how i wasted every other day in 2011
I keep getting these anxiety attacks.
Probably because it’s starting to dawn on me that in 1 1/2 months I will actually be moving countries, away from everything and everyone I know. No more Dutch, the food will be different, no one I’m used to hugging regularly. (This is important, I hug people all the time.)
I just don’t deal well with anxiety. I’ve been losing sleep over this already, not to mention my mood has been all over the place for about two weeks now. I will be very happy one moment and the next I will be crying for no reason at all.
It doesn’t help that the actual university work I still need to do is very daunting and I somehow cannot seem to get a grip on myself. Today is even worse because I feel so depressed and I cannot understand why. My new Black Widow comic (Deadly Origins) finally arrived today and I can’t even be bothered to read that.
Sorry for the whiny post, I shall now attempt to get myself back together by watching a compilation of the 10th series of The Graham Norton Show and leave you to your regular blogging.
